I Need a Break

i'm sick of people not understanding me. When i felt sad or frustration they never realise it. I cant express my feelings all the time. I hate school. & now i know why. I'm obviously not a trouble-maker I'm just an ordinary teenager . People at school are spreading rumors about me & everyone is believing them. I will never understand people obviously who cannot distinguish between reality & crap. I think there's something serious wrong with them. Sometime having a personal talk with ur boyfriend is a crime at school cause people will start talking & all. ahh suckerr

I really really sick of people underestimating me when i just trying to be me. like yeahh they dint even know me. all this stuff is making me stress & sick . sometime it would be good if i can just take oneself off to somewhere peace full & forget about all this sucker. i just need a vacation. probably to Hawaii. I'm very sure that there's someone out there understand what i'm trying to say. & yahh i love uuu.

Ninesters Reunion

So today i woke up & i was wrecked.Its a very great day.You know what was so great about today?? it wasn't a big party or wild partayy.But it was a day filled from beginning to end with activities & show.& full of hug from the people i love & the people i haven't seen for quite a long time.I'm the first to perform solo.This performance has been on my calendar for over a month, so I was really excited to finally get to play it.We had a blast on stage & really let loose.& Azrul band which is The Natterjack rock the reunion like HELL.A few minutes later, I can't believe i've won the lucky draw. oh how lucky am i. Neehh which i dint. The winner is someone i didn't know. & afterthat, theres coca-cola drinking contest & the winner is Adrina. Yeaahhh. very delighted guest & mutually photographer. There is many gift which gave to the winner. & the hamper given to guest winner most sporting. In most activities, only the guest gets the prize. Commitee aren't allowed to take part in any activities. DAMN . but its fun anyway.



Nway i curled my hair. hahaha. & it takes about an hour to make it done.

(there will be pictures in this section until everything is done)

I'm So Freakin Tired

I'm tired of being tired all day. I've been busy all day. my mind is on the blink.I'm overworked.I have been tired what seems like all of the time. I'm Dying.. I think i'm going to dance & do the latest move that i saw in tv, aaa Wonder girl i guess. & next i'm gonna sing. & after that i'm goin to die. owh sheeshh . I'm freak out!! suddenly!! i saw this black cat by the road. maybe its an alien cat. OMG this is abnormal. the alien must wanted to kidnap me & i'm gonna be their experiment. HELP'o. blablabla i just being dramatic. Tomorrow is the Ninesters party & i'm TIRED. owh what should i DO ?? neehhh I'm Crazy. Nasty little thing .How can i survive tonight ?? the night full with unsolved mystery?? gila gay -_-" .i think its the best thing if i just GO TO BED!!



may i ensure
this is clearly had nothing to do with life & death.

Adellea Scarlett

BULLSHIT who bring shame

Just an FYI.I don't envy you & i don't respect u any longer. I'm a little bit of everything all rolled into one & whatever u say I JUST DON'T GIVE A F**K. If i was u, i would hate me so fuckin good, because it must be sucks to be YOU. Thus justifying why i suddenly hate u is because ur Stupid Behaviour trying to bring me down?? like yeaahh just keep ur stupidass off. Don't blame me if u're the main cause ur boyfriend to act in these way. Duhhh.what a stupid and ignorant youngsters are u. .Why must u being such a psycho i dint even know whothehell are YOU at the first place.You're way off. For me u just a piece of shit. Why don't u & ur stupid bitchy mouth shut the fuck up. U WASTING UR TIME. pfftt.& u absolutely immature for saying those silly stuff about me in ur facebook & myspace.huh babi gay-ler!!




i dont like u. i dont like u. i dont like u. i dont like u
pengutuk number 1 is the award for "things" like u.urrgghhh

Beloved Grandpa Die

4 november 2009

our family have lost our grandpa. we hope that he'll go to a better place called heaven. I felt so sorry to my grandma & especially my mom . She cant obey to sleep. My grandpa is a good Husband & a great Dad. Even he's not our biological grandpa but he stilll our grandpa that we love. He spend all his life helping people & take a good care of my grandma. I love him so Much. But its better this way.

do alms the
~al-fatihah~

AAR concert

last night is soo huge.The crowd is chaos & its raining .there's an American guy wanted to pull me up cause i cant see the stage very well awww.We wait for about an Hour for the All American Reject to show-up SHITT.But after They get into the stage all the girls screaming like Hell. I was soo stupid back-then that i actually shout "I LOVE U TYSON,MARRY ME" to him hahahhaha i dont think he hear me.Then Iena lost somewhere at the concert .We thought she was walking with kies. & blabla the concert is boring Anyway