WEIRDO

there are many instances of strange lately. there is something that going undetected. there may be an alien who is determined to take over planet earth. i'm not here to talk about aliens. but i just wanted to let u know that i will begin studying piano with my friend akmal in YAMAHA & i will sit for the examination this year & my parents had put me in some tuition. my cat ran away because he was over eating & become obese. kurang ajar punya kucing. i feel very happy because i don't know why. weeiiirrdd !!

I Don't Have Anymore To Tell

i hate my life. it's miserable & horrible. OMG i really hate my life when i think about it. if there's a person out there who understand what i feel & can make me happy like i used to, i will be grateful & i hope that person is in addition to me & makes me happy like the past time. :(( it always like this, when i have found happiness, the happiness is going to leave me. just like that... . i try to restore the situation as ever & i tried to forward me to make my friends happy. i hope i can make people around me happy again & i do not want them to feel sad with the sadness of my face. after the occurrence of separation with my boyfriend my friends think that i still cannot accept the fact & still grieve with it. Notwithstanding that happens i just want my friends to understand me & always remember that i always love them no matter what & i have to continue living & accept the fact that i no longer have a boyfriend to love with & i'm fine with it :) i sounds so gay. & i am not angry with u to betroth myself with another guy but i hope u understand that i am not ready to accept another lover in my life even more to love the man because i was afraid i had to leave the man without the consent of both sides & i do not want to be in another love story. "yet" haha

First Day Of School

i know i am a lazy person but this is just SUCKS!! first day of school is so boring & i fall asleep in class while learning sessions are conducted hehe!! i can't believe that i will go through this situation again & again. ugh but i have to deal with it. MOM :'(( !! i hate school because i was forced to carry 30kg of books & learning sessions are very long from what i term. Today i have warned everyone that if they stepped on my new shoes, i will summons them hahaha. i'm not joking. I hate lunch time because i could not buy food at rest because there are many students in a crowded canteen. My body is not allowed to feel hungry & i returned to class with a state of hunger>:( . I will study hard so that more opportunities for me to quickly leave this school & study aboard. but if my parents decided to put me to a hostel, i would not hesitate to kill myself (hangman). i feel very delighted to meet my friends today. but only one thing that i don't understand.....hmm...?? whatever it is, it sure is bothering me.

Vacation To Rome

i just got back from rome. 12 hours in flight , what can be worse. yaahh of course rome was nice. pfftt nice for those who's interest in history. Besides the old building there's nothing interesting. & of course those who've ever watched Lizzie McGuire probably likes the fontana di trevi where she makes a wish. I really hate the cold. it's colder then a freezer it's colder then any air-cond & when u speak it's like in a comic book where there's a cloud up on their head whenever they speak. it's like u talking in a very cold freezer. haha . the temperature is 13celcius & when there's a wind its probably decreasing. i dont know why. it's getting like 3celcius. i knOw!! WOW. i'm suffering much. what i love the most about rome is THE FOOD aaa. yah I KNOW. the pizza my god. extra extra cheese. Almost everyday we're having pizza. cooolll. well the fun part is already over. the stupidest thing here is when u enter the lavatory's room u've got to pay 80cents euro. whatthefuck. that was like 4ringgit & blabla cent. even at malaysia it's only cost 20cent or the higher is 50 cent. duuhhhh idiot. this probably the worse vacation ever it's all because of my sister. Nadia!! she ruined everything. Whenever i wanna buy something there. taraaa there she come with her fuckin mouth . "manabolee annisa belii.eeeee" urrghhh SHUTUP laaa . well Rome is still nice for historian . oohh oohh there's a horse . soooo cuteeeeee. & there's a cat a big cat damn cute. i wanna bring it home but my mom wont let me so. now i realise how much i love malaysia. my own country. it's warmer then rome. ppfftt but i still love canada .wooo oooo CANADA dangg danggg. love uuuuu

Day Out (meet new face)

I'm going out to sunway today to hang out with my friend Aletea Ira, Kies , Alya , & Shamsul. Then i met Rafeeqa & she was so friendly to us. I'm not in a mood that time cause i keep thinking of something that i miss back-then. Afterthat we walk around the area to actually think of any activity to do?? haha. The first spot i had in mind is any food stall that i can get something to eat. Then we ate Sushi King first & i have absolutely no idea what i just order. But it taste good anyway.Then we go sing karaoke & I was so embarrassing that sometime u wanna wear a bag on ur head. hehe that's a bit over dramatic. well it was fun. after an hour we get ourselves outta here cause we've no longer energy to sing duuhhh. We ate auntie Annie & after that we heading home.

I Need a Break

i'm sick of people not understanding me. When i felt sad or frustration they never realise it. I cant express my feelings all the time. I hate school. & now i know why. I'm obviously not a trouble-maker I'm just an ordinary teenager . People at school are spreading rumors about me & everyone is believing them. I will never understand people obviously who cannot distinguish between reality & crap. I think there's something serious wrong with them. Sometime having a personal talk with ur boyfriend is a crime at school cause people will start talking & all. ahh suckerr

I really really sick of people underestimating me when i just trying to be me. like yeahh they dint even know me. all this stuff is making me stress & sick . sometime it would be good if i can just take oneself off to somewhere peace full & forget about all this sucker. i just need a vacation. probably to Hawaii. I'm very sure that there's someone out there understand what i'm trying to say. & yahh i love uuu.

Ninesters Reunion

So today i woke up & i was wrecked.Its a very great day.You know what was so great about today?? it wasn't a big party or wild partayy.But it was a day filled from beginning to end with activities & show.& full of hug from the people i love & the people i haven't seen for quite a long time.I'm the first to perform solo.This performance has been on my calendar for over a month, so I was really excited to finally get to play it.We had a blast on stage & really let loose.& Azrul band which is The Natterjack rock the reunion like HELL.A few minutes later, I can't believe i've won the lucky draw. oh how lucky am i. Neehh which i dint. The winner is someone i didn't know. & afterthat, theres coca-cola drinking contest & the winner is Adrina. Yeaahhh. very delighted guest & mutually photographer. There is many gift which gave to the winner. & the hamper given to guest winner most sporting. In most activities, only the guest gets the prize. Commitee aren't allowed to take part in any activities. DAMN . but its fun anyway.



Nway i curled my hair. hahaha. & it takes about an hour to make it done.

(there will be pictures in this section until everything is done)